Anywho...so if I haven't made it clear yet, this year has been hard for me. Lots of changes, lots of challenges in my life, but God has pulled me through this far. If it wasn't for Him...I can't even imagine how much more hectic my life would be!
But despite my "suffering" this year, the end of the year is showing a glimmer of hope. I'm making decisions now that will affect my future, but I'm still working hard at everything I do. I'm looking forward to being home for a while, before starting the arduous time that is the spring semester! Haha!
So I guess a certain someone I know has broken things off with someone else I know. If you know who I'm talking about (and if you're reading this and figure out that yes, I am talking about YOU), here's what I have to say about it: I...am shocked! Honestly the way things happened was ugly from the start, and there were more important things you should have paid attention to that you clearly ignored. I can't blame you for everything, but you certainly haven't done anything that has improved "the situation".
I don't know how things got this nasty between us (or at least for me). We used to be so close, like sisters almost, but then you went and just blinded yourself in your own fantastical little world where nothing is wrong so long as you see it that way. When are you going to understand that we live in a real, breathing world, that even though it is not perfect, we still live in it? God has said that we are not of this world, but we live in it, and make the best of our time here. If we live in such a sinful world, why not try to make an effort and show Jesus's love to those in need instead of pinpointing everything that is wrong with them?
Why do you always want to win the argument with your weak reasonings? Why do you always want us to feel bad if we disagree with you? Nobody is right all the time, that's God's job, not ours. Why do you feel so comfortable where you are? God has given us the energy to do what's right, and not just talk about it.
You might have it perfect for now, but look at the reap of your harvest. You might think that I'm such a worldly person, but guess what? I read my Bible, I pray everyday, all the time. And another thing before I finish this rant/reality check, I sing for GOD. That's why you never hear me sing in public anywhere else. I don't like to perform, I love to WORSHIP. It doesn't matter if you can sing, are musically talented, or prettier than I am. Here's one thing you need to realize: you can call yourself a Christian, I try my best to live that life.
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